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WAKING UP, ALONE

Blanket empty,
Covers only covering me,
Body so cold,
No one is right beside me,
Pillow filled with thoughts,
Tears soaked in the fabric,
Missing someone to mind to,
Wishing someone was by me,
Tomorrow comes and go,
That happens too often,
Memories tends to grow,
But they seem all to familiar,
Deja vu of a lonesome soul,
Always a constant reminder,
Instagram pages I scroll through,
It’s almost like I am just watching previews.

Photo by Anthony Tran 

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Jixi Fox

I TEAR #Unfinishstories

I tear,
I cry,
Inside,
From missing you,
Can’t help the emotion,
Losing sanity,
Wanting to fight my way,
Back into your arms,
Even if it is to be hurt again,
I pen my love,
Certain,
Future and past tense,
I cry for you,
I miss you,
I can’t forget,
I don’t want to,
It is everything,
Not just the good,
But everything,
And how I felt,
Being with you,
….

Tear: pull or rip (something) apart or to pieces with force.

#UnfinishedStories

Photo by Claudia Wolff

Thanks for reading,
Jixi Fox

Writing ✍️ From The Heart ❤️

How do I start this off,
Always thinking,
Wonder what’s next to do,
Always winking,
Glancing at my dreams,
But reality,
Seems to have other plans for me,
Outside is baron,
Inside is captivity,
How the hell,
Can I expand my creativity,
I lay in the cut,
On the far side of the bed,
Body twist left,
Phone in hand,
On Instagram,
Wasting time,
Can’t move,
Want to try,
Telling myself I can’t loose,
But what if I died,
And never given,
Much less taken the chance,
I just don’t effin know,
Almost feeling,
Like it’s one of those days,
When things are just off,
But you want so hard for them to correct.

Photo by michael schaffler

Thanks for reading…
Jixi

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