I had my first highly frustrating day ever, in a long time. I was looking for something promising and something I really wanted and didn’t get it. It truly felt like a defeat, as I tried my very best, and still didn’t prevail. I think that’s where the frustration stemmed from mostly. I was equipped, I was focused, I was positive even with a couple doubts, I accepted that the plan won’t be perfect, but still in the end it was a hard pill to admit I failed an important mission.
I had to pull myself back to reality and understanding, which was a challenge in the moment. As the day went by, I just had to pick myself up and get back to a relaxed me.
My life in 2024 has been picking up week after week. It’s at a point where there is so much to talk about, and I am craving to go outside and meet new people. I have to plan it all; it is the only thing. Of course I can be spontaneous; I am that type of person. But to deliver on as many areas as I want, it has to be calculated. At 12am, my latest and last project until spring is about to come out. I already have a few brand deals and content strategies in play that works with the content I am creating and have been creating.
Waiting for 12am, For you to creep in, You were out all day, We were barely speaking. So I sit by your side, And ask, are you tweaking? Get ready for bed, It’s time for sleeping.
I guess I am just excited. Today is my 3rd year anniversary of an official, self-made holiday and celebration. It’s a two-day event, and day one was just so awesome. Day two, already has some solid lineups; I just can’t wait for 12am.
Cozy While Coding, an audio projection of crafted beats that creates a mood and feeling, is launching 2.21.24. It’s one of my coolest creations. I can’t wait to make videos again, and vlogs just explore my newly found creative flow.
Can you tell I am excited?
What are you working on currently as a project? I would love to hear about and support new works of art from people I know.
Deep Inside by @jixifox is out 2.20.24. It’s an exciting new feature and project, written with a sense of fun, presence, and sexiness. It has many different meanings and is filled with bars, free verse poetry, and deep meanings. Available on my website, www.jixifox.me, & also follow the direct link: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/jixifox/deep-inside
Available on: Apple Music | Spotify | Amazon | Tidal | YouTube Music
Except Lyrics:
“Left alone is the worst feeling, My anxiety is bleeding, Money is leaking, My brain is tweaking.”
The project is written completely by Jixi Fox, inspired by the broken hearts of the world, the instant gratification society. Also, this project is for the people in therapy, and the mental health disorders we are fighting as people in the world.
Love ❤️ is important. One Love / Jixi Fox 🦊
Catch the post on Instagram as well. Feel free to follow. Let’s be friends!
There are many feelings to have unhinged, the thirst you have, must be quenched. If you are un-benched, that means you have rise to the occasion. Little did they know, we will always surpass expectations.
Hey everyone, I see the days coming along fast, and I am very excited for my last two projects to be released in February. Hopefully, you see them on the sidebar and can check them out. I have been getting a few good positive reviews for my first release, “Leaked Cheat Codes“. I mean, I can’t say what others truly think, but what I have heard is that I surprised a few folks with my witty lyrics and poetry. Some have said they didn’t know I had such a voice. I had to tell them it’s always a secret until they know how I sound performing live and who I am as an artist.
It goes to show that even when you tell everyone what you can do, they won’t truly know until they have experienced it firsthand. So keep being yourself and pushing your craft forward to be noticed. Keep being seen and putting your best foot forward.
Anyhow, Deep Inside and Cozy While Coding are soon to be released on the 20th and 21st. So keep your eyes out for the rollout.
Lastly, I have been working and creating a lot more content to go with the projects and splash page that’s easy for everyone to digest easily and choose their own experience. So I am pioneering a new, dynamic experience for the release of creative content. March is coming, so I have a lot of surprises.
In the heart of the city, nestled between the buildings and very little tree, was a quaint location of secret mystery known as ” The Whispering Pages.” It was a sanctuary for those who found solace in the rustle of pages and the scent of old books. I inhaled and protest these words:
As I lure you in, Deep breaths, Affection grew, Wishing I knew, More of every inch, The touch, The elegant essence, I stretch my arms out for you, To hold me and feel my embrace, As I gaze into your eyes, I felt at home.
There is so much to overcover, but I don’t feel I am scared of anything. I have a feeling on timing, as I am long term goal or achievement planner. I do what’s most important, but also have the self control to not let me mind runaway with things. You can say I am not so much the dreamer, I am the calculated analyst. My scope for things are deep, I can see the finished feelings, moods and even when I spontaneous.
So two things I need to change or just try, is to dream bigger with feelings. Try at a closer end goal than a longer and see what the results would be. Push the limits in the moment. This is the year for me with that. Plan out and execute and go crazy in the wild style of life.
I made some big prediction and goals for this year, I am going to capture this moment. I am ready to be fully and more open.
Let’s GO…. This end the Bloganuary 2024, so lets go for it, BIG MOMENTS IN LIFE.
