The prompt of the day is, ENVY.

Let’s define envy real quick.

noun: a feeling of discontented or resentful longing aroused by someone else’s possessions, qualities, or luck.
verb: desire to have a quality, possession, or other desirable attribute belonging to (someone else).

In all actuality, I don’t envy anyone. I am very content in my development and growth at this period of time in my life. You can say I did envy others at some point. I wanted to build my followers on YouTube to be 50k or 100K, like a few creators I know. I didn’t want their but I did want my own. I guess you can say I aspire to reach those threshold of engagement and communication and audience.

For the most of my life, I have always try to avoid the work envy and envious. I have seen how it can hurt others. And I totally can understand why it’s an emotion we could feel. But I am so strong will I want to achieve more and more, and I don’t mind fighting for it.

I admire so much the work people put into growth, that I once I achieve something I always try to give back to others to reach whatever they want.

But for now I envy the future me. The me that hosts a few podcast episodes per month. The me that releases a new song or melody per month. The me that create creative designs for art, clothing and graphics every month while collaborating with others.

There is my envy, the future me. I want what he has, and I am going to get it. 🙂

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