Here is the narrative, I gave in, I seen creativity, Creative things happening, Not in me, For I was always bussing, Letting off a verse or two, Never a curse, For I wanted to gift my experience points to others, Show them a few things they could do, For I can see their worth, Without waiting, I was on their ass, Debating and calculating, Angles and designs, How they can surpass industry insiders, For I definitely knew in time, They would be great, But I guess it wasn’t fate, For they were late, So I left to continue ahead of the pack, I always said I am growing, I am not the one to stay flat, But flat and standing is what they wanted back, Like I can’t convert my time, The time zone, The galaxy, Ain’t aligned like that, I could send messages, I hope they reach you right, So if you willing to fight, You will figure it out and be alright, So don’t sit there waiting, Talking to me like I wasn’t there, I am just not there right now, But you could reach me later, Don’t you give up right now, Cause you could be the one and pass me on the path, In no time, you will be on.
This poem is for all the people I tried to activate, and they never fully awake, so you kept me at the gate waiting and waiting, with all sorts of promises and never cashed in…Then time passes by and my life goes further as I knew it would, I am growing, at a steady rate, I knew it would, then they post up at my gate, and I am never home, they arrived late, hoping to this day, when will I ready to go back, but I am already far away, I can’t go back to offer the amazing things I did, my time, free services, those unconditional mentorship in which I had time to sit and have tea, I can only give you positive energy to get to the next level from a far, to get to where you wanted to be. So you have to suck it up, don’t feel sorry or be in disbelief, you got to walk this path alone bettering your self, just like me.
So cold, So bold, No matter the year old, Trolls going to always troll, Until the very end, Or when a prison sentence unfolds, They roll, They crawl, Trust they will bawl, Down on there knees, When suppose to stand tall, So go ahead and cry wolf, We got headphones on, Someone invaded your system, But the alarm didn’t go off, Deal with it.
If love could kill, It will, To just be real, It heals, As it feels like spring, You rise outside, Sunlight, It’s bright, Heighten senses, Shades to block the rays, Than to be blind with no senses, Just in case, I want to see you, I want to compute, I would rather be laying on a beach, Than crawled up in a corner, My feet, Yoga pose, Twisted, Wanting to let go, Sending encouragement of hope, Unhappy you shall not be, Forgiveness with honesty, With good reason, Will see you blooming very soon, Maybe, Next season.
Fighting, Fist by fist, Hand over hand, Trying to land a punch, But I keep falling the more go, Smoke fills my lungs, And I don’t even smoke, Choking on air I guess, I gasped, I look around, It’s just me panicking, As I don’t remember the routine, Still looking for an opening, All I need is one punch to be clean, Whydoes each inch gain, Feels like a mile lost? I cross hands in front of me, To block the pain, Tears want to pop out, But all I can do is scream, What else could I have done with my mouth, For it’s the action that creates an effect, So what method must I display today, Now, For tomorrow I don’t want to regret.
Thanks for checking out the mini-series: Trial And Error Trial And Error is a storytelling poetry series by Jixi Fox, about a person trying to find their way back to a place they have been or haven’t been. Sometimes in life, you just got to take a chance or risk and pick up on a vibe or feeling. Life isn’t perfect, so your methods and journey are not always set in stone. Follow along with the story as it unfolds for the character who might just be you in your current life or the past. 🙂
These people, Trapped in my head, Chatting out loud, Quarreling for no damn reason, Why oh why, Do I hear their voices? Are they really me? I just can’t believe, Please save me, For I might start talking to these people, And invite them to brunch, And you don’t want to see how that turns out.
After a few long and heavy sequences within my day 12/17/18, it’s been decided #JixiReviews is now a thing. If you are like me, you hate dumb and uninformative reviews for products, movies, music, and other things. Well, the good thing for you is I am a multi-diverse person and have always been and always wanted to share real reasons why to buy, view, listen or not to all for those same products. So please have an open mind and be ready to send in your requests. 🙂
Here are topics of interests. #tech #movies #tvshows #music #art
That time is now here, and surprisingly it begins tomorrow, yup uh huh 12/18/18, why not right? 🙂 So see you soon. 🙂