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Scared To Go Outside

The noise,
The mess,
The stress,
It’s not it’s best,
When outside,
In my bed,
Under the sheets,
I hide,
I climb the walls,
Depressed,
Compressed,
To my loneliness,
Outside is a void,
I use to dance and sing in,
The wind is blowing,
In a deep fog,
I am sinking in,
I can’t exit today,
For what is tomorrow,
I am stuck inside,
I wish I had a lifeline,
I can borrow,
Nothing is solid,
Liquid are most of my thoughts,
I shower away my guilts,
Quickly as I dry,
They reappear.

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Jixi

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How Many Days Has It Been?

I forgot,
So I must ask,
How many days has it been,
Since I was isolated from my pen,
Haven’t written a word,
But lost in my thoughts I have been,
Quarantined, isolated,
I have inhaled it all,
But have yet to exhale anything,
I am not breathing right,
My air is not filled with answers,
But despair,
For more fears start sinking in,
Masks on,
I am afraid for the wind,
For where is the care,
When are practicing Social distancing,
Out world is changing,
In time things will be relieved,
How far can I go in my industry,
If there is no relief,
No protection,
Little tools to use,
But there are suggestions,
Eyes glued to the news,
Or Youtube,
Or IG doing Tik Tok dances,
Trying to find peace in a message…
How many days have it been?
Since…

To Be Continued…

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Photo by Riccardo Pelati

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Jixi