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Why Is It So Hard To Break Up? | Rant

I am not going to lie, I am mad as hell. I am been trying to break up for so long with with my phone service provider. Like they not trying to pick my calls, they know I am calling from my new boo. I mean new boo, is not so much better than old boo, forget that, it was never my boo. I am just mad, pick up my calls. I feel like to sue you. Like I am that mad. I am here late at night thinking and trying to break up. I am doing all the required steps, I done verified my old number and password, and everything. Like what’s the deal. You done took my autopay money out my bank account, you bad bad service (lol, I am totally going all in on this rant, so laughable, let me continue.)

Remember it was me paying my bills on time. It was me, when I was telling everyone you had good service and stuff. It was me, calling family through WhatsApp on Wifi and traveling to islands knowing you got me on roaming charges. It was me.

Also it was me who you started robbing with high a$$ fees, taking my autopay money and took over 6 months to get back. It was me, but little did you know I am a real one, oh yea, you didn’t know that huh, I know how to call my credit card company and my bank, I know the secret codes. I am pro at this. While you still aint picking up my calls, I am so mad, I going to win in the end, trust me. Just one phone call and my evidence to the fraud department and it’s all, NEW CARD, WHO DIS? NEW ACCOUNT, WHO DIS?

I am going to be so brand new with my new phone service boo, which I know will also hike up their prices in about 1-2 years and we are going fight and break up. But for now, PICK UP THE PHONE. I ~~hate~~ you. (okay ~~hate~~ is an ugly word, ummmm I will be kind, I truly unlike you deeply.). I can’t wait to move on, heal, get therapy and do better things with my new boo (phone service plan).

If you can relate, drop me a comment! 🙂

*This post is a bit unfiltered and unedited, I really wanted to see what a 4 minutes free write will feel like expressing an emotion. I feel proud of myself.

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It Will Be Okay, If The Sky Is Blue

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We all have the blues,
But we will get through,
As long as the sky still get blue,
And someone is there for you.
#StayTrueToYou

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MORE OF THE SAME

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Different day,
Same things,
Rotating,
They won’t quit,
They exist to hold us,
But they won’t until,
We fight for the end of the week,
Then the month,
Just another day in the life,
We just gotta own it.

* Happy end of the month, wow March was such a battle. But we should keep on fighting.

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I LOVE HER MORE

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She caters her love to me,
She knows what I like,
I cherish our love,
Each day and every night,
She believes in my vision for us,
I trust in her every word without a fuss,
Honest is one of our values,
We love burn bright like a candle,
We tangle into each other,
We are forever together,
Yesterday, today and tomorrow.

*There is so much I would love to say to my future wife that cannot be communicated through words. Still I continue each day we more love, understanding, emotions, belief, for where we will grow more in the future.

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IF SHE SAYS YES, WHAT’S NEXT?

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The time has come,
I went down on one knee,
I should thought this through,
All I thought of was,
Will she choose me,
Will she say yes,
Will this be the best,
I am excited to say the words,
I wonder if she will say yes.

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CRUEL WORLD

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Living on the edge,
Standing on the ledge,
Always wanted,
To be an all star,
Every single moment I lived,
Hasn’t gone far,
Stuck and regretted,
My efforts has build up,
Going no way fast,
It’s time to erupt,
Let me ease up,
Driving the bees nuts,
The honey so sugary sweet,
My time has seemed up,
Styling my jeans cut,
Breathable,
Taking off,
My knees up,
I am about to reach rock bottom,
Going down,
Can you keep up?

*You never know what someone is truly going through. The signs, the word, the actions, can leads to many attitudes, so how far will you go for someone is real altitude. Life at times don’t always breathe or steer smooth.

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WHERE IS THE ROAD LEADING TO

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I got places to go,
I got people to see,
Who is with me,
Put your hands up please,
The road may have some bumps,
It might cause some grunts,
If you going after what you truly want,
Buckle then, let’s have some fun.

*In life we take different paths, but where we end up is sometimes a blessing or a curse, but we won’t know until we get going. On my path to being one of the most creative professional, I truly had a lot of nn believers around me. I had a direction and quest and knew what was best for me, but then realize I control my own fate, with the guidance of the lord, so I keep pushing forward and endure the bumps and grunts to get there, and when I finally do, I remember every stop and sights I passed along the way.

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MOTHER OF MY CHILD

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Out of nowhere,
I have these thoughts,
Where it’s going,
The what I have brought,
I am trying to find,
Not worry to design,
Someone one of a kind,
That could be truly mine,
One to laugh with,
Tell ours kids bedroom stories,
Someone to have hopes with,
Knowing they may come true,
Someone to share in this dopest,
Roses are red and skies are blue,
Someone to lay head right on my chest,
The one I think of,
When someone asks who is the best?
We can play tricks with unto our kids,
The one to go trips on sometimes without the kids.

*Random thought, then bam random lyric poem. Why not?

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CAME TO CALM YOU DOWN

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I know how you feeling,
I just want to be there,
Let me in,
I ain’t going nowhere,
Here for you,
And always will be.

*Sometimes we just need to hear those words, I care for you.

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