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SPOKENWORD THURSDAY: HOW MUCH THERAPY DO I NEED?

Haven’t felt so lost,
Though I feel so deceived,
The only thing I need is me,
All the advertising I see,
Create a belief of what I need,
But the only thing I really need,
Is me,
How lost is lost,
Maybe going to therapy,
Will help me find them,
I walk this earth eyes wide open,
But feeling like a blind man,
What’s next,
What’s that,
Who did what,
Who dating who,
Just a few of the pools,
I feel I get sunken into,
How deep is the cut,
For me to know how bad the bleed,
The only person I need is me,
Free my mind,
Open my senses,
Never fake my cries,
You can’t finish my sentences,
I need help,
Only the deaf,
Seem to be the only ones that hear my screams,
For it’s not just my voice,
But looking into my actions,
To see what they truly mean,
The things I go through,
Are constant for me,
As it is for others,
If I don’t find help,
Who knows what follows,
I don’t just need me,
I need others too,
That believe and encourage me,
Commit to the follow up,
And the follow through,
And truly sees me.

Photo by christopher lemercier
Photo by Stephany Lorena

*Note: I been reading a few articles recently about male suicide numbers rising, and links to mental health problems, relationship problems, arguments and other personal crisis. I was inspired to write this piece for suicide and mental health awareness. Even though these goes for all humans are a very big problem, and you never what someone is going through day to day. The struggles for people tend to run deep and also not, for a trigger or a stressor for you may be light, but for someone else it’s heavy. I truly hope we help others find help, and check in on our friends, family, co-workers, with warm thoughts and positive affirmations that may lighten their days.

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LOST MY WAY | #HAIKU

HAIKU

Where should I go now,
Maybe there, here, up down around,
Stood still, I am lost.

*This post is straight from the draft pile. I am enjoying the exploration of my past works, as I am gearing to make a new step on my blog coming in December. One thing I can honestly say that pictures are worth a thousand words. I always spend time to deliver a high quality photo that delivers on my theme or draws an emotion. For this poem, I was in the elements, that even if you do go anywhere you can be lost. So the ideal is to move, go forth, as you may be able to discover a home, a love, a passion, because standing still won’t get your anywhere.

Photo by ActionVance

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MOTIVATION: MONEY

“Track every dollar, save yourself from giving out your wealth.”

We sometimes blindly see money leaving our pockets, and not chase it. We just watch it go away and away.

Over taxed
Speeding Tickets
Parking Tickets
Unreturned items
Leaving Rebates on products
Not looking Discount on products
Buying too much in BULK
Buying too much of what you don’t need
Paying for everyone else’s costs and expenses
Not treating your money with respect
Spending too much on TRAVEL
Spending too much on food
Lack of investing your money (ROI)

Why do we let money go away? Then complain we don’t have any money?

Track your money,
Account for every dollar,
Track your losses as well. (even though it’s gone, once it reaches to a threshold of high amounts, it may motivate you to change.

Simply changes to make:

Use a credit card than debit,
Carry less cash around on hand,
Do a weekly meeting with yourself on your spendings,
Categorize those cost,
Use your notepad on your phone
Use your calculator on your phone

Make the effort count, to save you more money so you can invest more money, so you can make more money instead of losing it.

Photo by Alexander Mils
Photo by Jp Valery
Photo by Celyn Kang

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