Here is the narrative, I gave in, I seen creativity, Creative things happening, Not in me, For I was always bussing, Letting off a verse or two, Never a curse, For I wanted to gift my experience points to others, Show them a few things they could do, For I can see their worth, Without waiting, I was on their ass, Debating and calculating, Angles and designs, How they can surpass industry insiders, For I definitely knew in time, They would be great, But I guess it wasn’t fate, For they were late, So I left to continue ahead of the pack, I always said I am growing, I am not the one to stay flat, But flat and standing is what they wanted back, Like I can’t convert my time, The time zone, The galaxy, Ain’t aligned like that, I could send messages, I hope they reach you right, So if you willing to fight, You will figure it out and be alright, So don’t sit there waiting, Talking to me like I wasn’t there, I am just not there right now, But you could reach me later, Don’t you give up right now, Cause you could be the one and pass me on the path, In no time, you will be on.
This poem is for all the people I tried to activate, and they never fully awake, so you kept me at the gate waiting and waiting, with all sorts of promises and never cashed in…Then time passes by and my life goes further as I knew it would, I am growing, at a steady rate, I knew it would, then they post up at my gate, and I am never home, they arrived late, hoping to this day, when will I ready to go back, but I am already far away, I can’t go back to offer the amazing things I did, my time, free services, those unconditional mentorship in which I had time to sit and have tea, I can only give you positive energy to get to the next level from a far, to get to where you wanted to be. So you have to suck it up, don’t feel sorry or be in disbelief, you got to walk this path alone bettering your self, just like me.
I have no feelings or regards for you,
Don’t let my words lie to you, Hearing what your want to hear, Seeing what you want to see,
For in reality,
I just don’t mess with you,
Like who are you,
Saying your thoughts and moods aimlessly,
Am I suppose to feel a way,
Did I dare to care,
I can’t even reach you,
So why should I even hold you up high,
You don’t deserve to be on my pedestal,
Next to that,
You don’t know the facts,
Don’t got to know your name,
To tell you off just like that,
For I have no F’s to give,
Your comments roll off my back,
For why should I be carrying your weight?
I don’t even know you like that,
We didn’t grow up as kids,
You was never the day one,
Even if you were and switched up,
Take this L,
I am gone, One.
*One: one your self…meanings peace, goodbye, have a nice life, but not really.
#Unfiltered: not filtered, not modified, processed, or refined.