Confessions To My Ex-Friend “a series of thoughts and words i wanted to express. times were never always bad not their best. these are the words i wanted to say. or it may just be too late. these emotions are coming from a real place.” Ep.1 | Ep.2 | Ep.3 | Ep.4 | Ep.5 | Ep.6 | Ep.7 | Ep.8
i woke up today thinking, where does love come from, winking at a poster on the wall, with a caption, blinking in my eyes, saying, love is everywhere.
it was so apparent, a little bit surreal, to believe, that love can be, so free, so soft, so open, so real, for it is right there before you.
it takes me back to a place, i have been, trying to feel, something, in a moment, playing and laughing with my crush, my shyness never allowing me to say, what i truly felt.
i always escape the day, not saying what needed, this deep down inside feeling, could this be love? is this something i am needing?
upon reading the caption, i remembered i missed my chance, to express my feelings, as later on I saw my crush, truly in love, days after speaking to me, about us one day meeting, i guess is was that feeling, they found, that they didn’t allow to escape, to share it with everyone.
i won’t again miss, the writing on the wall, in the moment, in the present.
my fingers curled up in her hair, she trusts me, i keep her secure all the time, she loves me, what ever she needs, i provide, until the end of time, she is mine, if I am ready to roll, she is ready to ride, i am my happiest, when she is by my side, we don’t fear to express, we created a lane for our love to manifest, to beauty, to appreciation, lovebirds on the wall, she is my ebony queen, if she ever stumbles, i will be there to catch her fall.