depression
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DATED
I love how,You make me,Feel it when,I am down,Ready to pick myself,Up up and away,In my love for you. Jixi Fox | @jixifox Continue reading
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IT WAS JUST ONE TIME
It was just one time,That I let her in,I did everything,I even gave her a ring,But it seems that everything I have done,Wasn’t enough,She gave me an ultimatum,I thought it was a bluff,She tried to cuff me,That didn’t work,It wasn’t good enough,So I had to show her how manly I was,I showed her how buff,I… Continue reading
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I CAN ONLY LIVE, IF I DON’T DIE
The pace in which I walk,Can change,The whips I have endured,Cause so much pain,Am I the same,Or have I changed,To live to see another day,I fear,Everyday,I can see my end,So I continue to live,Until then. Jixi Fox Continue reading
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WALKING ON EGG SHELLS
Creeping,Tired,No more desires,Can’t be excited,Can’t even hide it,It’s painful,Disgusting,Unruly,Injustice,Why do I have to be this way,Walking on egg shells,Every single day,Do you want to walk in my shoes?Well go for it,For I got none,Walking in pain,Protesting,Until my legs get numb,I am just looking for a change,To end this chapter,Turn to another page. Be sure to… Continue reading
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Deep Thoughts And Reflections
Am I Me?Am I losing myself?Is this where I should be? Photo by Ned Daniels Thanks for reading,Jixi Continue reading
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Deep Thoughts and Reflections
If I look back at my life,What were those defining turns I made?When did my life change? Photo by Ben Lockwood Thanks for reading,Jixi Continue reading
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Scared To Go Outside
The noise,The mess,The stress,It’s not it’s best,When outside,In my bed,Under the sheets,I hide,I climb the walls,Depressed,Compressed,To my loneliness,Outside is a void,I use to dance and sing in,The wind is blowing,In a deep fog,I am sinking in,I can’t exit today,For what is tomorrow,I am stuck inside,I wish I had a lifeline,I can borrow,Nothing is solid,Liquid are… Continue reading
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How Many Days Has It Been?
I forgot,So I must ask,How many days has it been,Since I was isolated from my pen,Haven’t written a word,But lost in my thoughts I have been,Quarantined, isolated,I have inhaled it all,But have yet to exhale anything,I am not breathing right,My air is not filled with answers,But despair,For more fears start sinking in,Masks on,I am afraid… Continue reading
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#irl – being alone
IRL Most people don’t want to be alone, but they are scared to admit it to the wrong or right person. #irl“in real life things are different.”“online you can be whoever you want. you can be fake or real”social media, depression, fear, personality, reality, hardship, fake, antisocial, anxietyEp.1 | Ep.2 | Ep.3 | Ep.4 |… Continue reading
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